SonicMayhem said:
can I get the files emailed to me so I can mess with them?
Sure, how do you want them and which ones would you like? I have each sound as an individual file if that makes sense? The drum parts for example are ones i choose from my library. The snare in the last one is 3 different snares and one snare with a brush. It is a single hit of a snare in other words. I'm sorry if i over explain. I want to get you what you need. I can send you the file of them looped, or you can use a metronome set at 89bpm and i can send the guitar parts or violin or cello. The parts i just mentioned are played in 4 bars of 4/4. I think it's 4 bars. The violin, guitar, etc. is one wav, not single notes. I hope this is making sense. I would like to send them so you can do as you wish with them. I hate to send you what you heard finished because it will be harder to add or minus and put your personality into it. I am ok starting over also. I just want some direction and not to feel like i am too controlling. I guess i'm trying to prove that i am relevant. It's personal. I want to feel like i am contributing and to be taken seriously and i'm over doing it. I know a major complaint about my personality was that i always add the why's and how's and no one wants to read how i feel. I just did that exact thing. I've offered to help people as best i can in other forums especially and they thought i was full of ####. I am not. I also am not a producer or engineer or even a very good musician. i write poetry and i have a decent ear for music and that's it. I just want everyone to know if i offer to help with something i mean it and i will try until i die. I read some things i said here in this thread and i don't want you to think i'm upset. I get afraid if i try, i will be the fool on the hill, and everyone will laugh at me. I'm 35 and i still have this paranoia that everyone is secretly making fun of me. I think i am nearing a breakdown. This time of the year does it every #### time. I'm having a bad day, not that anyone cares. These are the times i write the best lyrics, when i hate myself. I'll package some files up and send them. You can just tell me to #### off also, i wouldn't blame anyone. I'm going to go kill the pain and gather myself and smash a few things and i'll be great. Files will be there in a minute. Thanks btw, i'm glad you asked for them. See what you can do. If i do it right now it's going to reflect my mood so i'm going to step back and let you do your thing.
I converted the main one to mp3, and i sent the small instrument files as wav's and they are in route.
This post is exactly why fran left i think. I understand more everyday. I don't blame him.
